What Do You Want From Me?

I need you right now,
I need your help understanding everything,
Understanding my feelings,
And emotions,
But you aren't here

You didn't sign up for this,
I know that
But you did say the deadly word,
Relationship
And that word comes with strings attached

You claimed you didn't want a random hook-up,
But it seems now,
That you wanted nothing more,
Than exactly that
And now you have left me alone

It may not be a big deal for you anymore,
But I am still a virgin,
And every new thing that is introduced,
Is huge for me
And you introduced something massive

Then you ditched me
I'm trying to figure you out;
Was it her?
Was it me?
Was it you?

You left so many questions,
And no answers
And while your smell continues clinging,
My heart keeps on weeping,
For it is not love, but lust I feel

And you have left me unsated
And you left me with a hiatus,
Which may never end
So tell me now,
What do you want from me?