Toxic

I'm a tiny minnow, struggling against the powerful current
And I'm all alone.
My friends and school are gone,
My sanity is becoming lost,
I'm becoming lost
They make me lose myself,
And be someone I'm not

He makes me do things I would never normally do,
And he makes it feel good,
Like it's right,
And expected
Then he leaves,
And forgets I exist

Sometimes I forget I exist
When I'm sitting below those quivering trees,
Surrounded by strangers,
Refusing food because I am too scared to eat here,
I feel more alone than I would feel if I were the only person left

People do not notice the lonely girl like I thought they would,
They ignore her
Ignoring is so much worse than making fun of her
I feel alone,
And the one person who I thought would be here,
Leaves me after I let him touch me,
Almost like I am toxic,
And bad thing that should not be allowed to spread