Angry

Today, I feel angry
I'm angry because he doesn't love me,
I'm angry because I didn't get a job,
I'm angry because it's too damn hot,
I'm angry because the only person I love,
Is the one person I can't have
I'm angry because my grades suck
I'm angry because I can't love him
I'm angry because the guy I could learn to love,
Brought the guy I can't love up today,
And I'm angry that things never go as planned
So I drank.
I'm angry about that too
I'm not supposed to do that,
I promised myself not to.
I know what happens to girls in my family,
When we start to rely on drinking.
I'm angry because I know I'll end up
Like all the others.
I don't want to be like them.