Dreaming

When I'm with you,
It means I'm dreaming
Because I know I can't have you
In real life
When I'm with you, everything is right
In this crazy, fucked up world.
I wish I had your comfortable presence
All the time
But I can only wish
And hope
And dream

And when the dream is over
And I wake up, I cry
Because I don't have you here
But I have you there
So I sleep
And wait all day,
Anxious to see you again
While in the meantime,
I go to the theater with him
And let him grab my ass
And stick his tongue in my mouth
Because I know that soon,
Oh so very soon
I will see you
In my dreams
And I wish that I were always
DREAMING